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Split Personality

Summary:

Jensen's life was perfect. He had it all, hot girlfriend, great job, not horrible apartment. That's all over now, Chris, his girlfriend, dumped him. And now he's in the last place he expected. The story is way better than the summery...
Also there are a lot of deaths... so if that's not your thing, don't read...
NC-17 just to be safe.

A very strange and amazing-tastic lady beta'd this for me but she wanted to be anonymous.
also just realized it says Dean/female character... there was no Jensen/female... sorry

Oh and if any of the SPN cast reads this, tell Danneel that I'm sorry she makes such a good villain. :P

Notes:

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Author's notes: I own nothing but the ideas and pictures. :( I wish Jensen and Jared were mine.

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Chapter 1: The Lyrics

Chapter Text

Split Personality by P!NK

 

I do not trust, so I cannot love

(can't no man be trusted)

Oh no no no

And I would not dare to open up

(this life of yours is dusted P!nk)

Well my rent's past due and now my car won't start, I hate the bus

(well aren't you glad you have somebody to talk to)

Tell me what do they see when they look at me

Do they see my many personalities

 

[Chorus:]

Can you help me

Does anybody hear me

Can they even see me

This is my reality, oh oh

 

(can it be my turn now, is it my turn Pink)

Said I'll say it again, you're my only friend

(I protect you from the world, I basically protect you from yourself)

Though I can't go on, I'm not satisfied with this being the end

(this is just the beginning)

Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky

Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly

Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that

Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act

 

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

 

So I'm putting it all on the table

(tell em' Pink)

You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed

When you break it down I'm just two girls

Trying to blend, trying to vibe

(trying)

Trying to live just one life

(so hard)

Everybody's got insanities...I got a split personality

Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky

(why can't you)

Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly

(you can)

Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that

(just do it)

Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act

(I can't, I can't)

 

[Repeat Chorus 3x]

 

Can you help me

(talk to me, talk to me, don't ignore me, I can't take it)

Do you hear me

Do you see me everytime

(oh calm down, it's not that serious, we'll be just fine without them)

It's all mine...it's my reality...it's just too much for me

(you're my friend, you're my friend...Pink!...Pink!)